I refuse to hate unconditionally like you would have me to.
I am not the weak minded coward shouting death threats for an admittedly bad joke (stupid kid waves hands around like a chicken and puts his hand literally in my mouth and watcha gonna do? I bit a mother-fucker 😀 ) and then proceeds to hide behind a woman during the argument, which I met last Saturday and then probably went on and killed his school teacher with a machete (I have a very strong feeling it’s the exact same guy – this being the result of the “offended society” I live in, currently).
I refuse to believe your lies. I refuse to turn into the mindless hater that you would have me turn into. I refuse this existence amongst emotional animals, unable to speak reason (my exact words to the “man” described above, right before he pushed me away as hard as he could) or work together for a better world, blinded by what they believe they’re entitled to.
My life taught me one thing: The sole thing I am entitled to is pain. And suffering. And then more pain. Followed by death! How’s about you, entitled one?! Care to measure up? No? I already knew!
The next thing that’s going to happen on a global scale, will be hunger. Followed by war. A war declared by the same self entitled ones, claiming the others “do not share”. That war will become nuclear, because one side will be desperate and the other will be unforgiving! And then we will all disappear into the void of self-destruction which being overly emotional will cause! There is no parallel Universe in which belief and emotions have beaten logic and humanity survived. NOT ONE! You will see I am correct, if you will survive, for I have lived to see this story multiple times in this life-time. From my own helplessness of seeing my mother buried and the useless emotional fights I started as a child when someone would even mention her name, to the unshared love of a woman which has her current husband doubt his own fatherhood of their second child (oh, you thought I didn’t know? Amusing… All one has to do, is see one picture!), to the pretend-friendship of someone that kicked me out of the house, I saw everything based on emotions decline and rot WITHIN MY LIFE TIME!
Therefor, I ask you this: What is the point of surviving in such society? I choose to survive on my own terms! For my own personal enlightenment. Without any of you there to disrupt the things where I find true beauty… A sunset! A single leaf shaking in the wind! I single blade of grass, sharper than any of my swords…