Year: 2022

Good hearing

It always helped to keep me amused.

Also the starting to understand a new language, when pretending that I don’t, is a never-ending source of amusement…

Such as this happening the other day, when one of the most beautifully looking spiteful female asshole, was commenting about me that “I take it up the ass”, as she went out from the pub to have a cigarette.

Off course I didn’t answer or even looked her way. I know that she was literally begging for attention and when she didn’t get it, I must be gay and she must be perfect, right? RIGHT?! 😀

I’m dying of laughter, no really

I hear the bodyguard of the place I went to have two glasses of wine, go “Slava Ukraine” and his conversation pal goes “Slava Heroin”… I can certainly take a joke, however this was ridiculous. All I could think for both parties, if they were so anti-war, why they didn’t go and pick up weapons themselves to teach them bad russians a lesson 😀 But wait, there’s more! Feeling like the little people that they were, they started talking shit about me like I wasn’t even there, without yours truly ever raising an eyebrow, mind you. I don’t want or need to deal with little people that cannot speak ideas or at least happenings 😉

I have a little rat…

I swear she is more tumor than rat at this point in time. But she has this will to survive that’s something fierce! This animal, this pest upon humanity, teaches me what is will-power, from inside a cage, never truly knowing freedom! Oh, humanity, how high you believe me to think of myself and how low I actually am, forms the gap why you find it hard to address me down the street!

I fucked up again last night and ended up in Vagon

It was a beautiful night though. Pretty ladies wanted hugs, so I gracefully provided 😉 Gay people didn’t feel offended when I said “nohomo”, since they understood the point that I was only speaking about myself. All in all, it was a good night! More happenings than most people with sufficient testicles to walk out of the house alone 🙂

That girl with the hug though, is worth a little more attention. There were no words involved much, she just wanted to hug me for some reason… Some dude that was around them got a little jealous, even though I didn’t pay much attention

A little “i told you so”…

Remember when I said Putin doesn’t want Ukraine? He only wants to wreck it? Would you look at what’s happening! Fuck you! And your politics that leads to death!

ALL OF YOU are to blame for this! You chose them!

Since eighteen years old I only voted ONCE (for the lesser evil, obviously), a pointless and futile effort, worthy of nothing but a laugh!

I swore the next time I would vote with my blades!

Crap!

My bag is almost completed… Only some small things left.

What I discovered to be the worst, however, is the quitting of everything tying me to society 😉 Cigarettes and sugar. I already quit cigarettes once, during my military service. I remember the dizzying feelings and the moments of lack of focus which I experienced when my brain was suddenly rejected this poison. I have to do this gradually and even though I already started (i refuse myself the first cigarette I would smoke and smoke it the next time I would consider smoking) I’m already feeling anxious. Plus, I feel weakened physically, I must start exercising or I’ll become a vegetable 😀

Sad part of the day: No milk in the store 🙁

Sometimes… well, most times!

I do not believe anyone worthy of my humble opinion, which I write, then promptly delete and which weighs something only in my mind and in whatever may have weight (nature is my sole witness).

Process that for a second, if you know what causes mass… and if you believe yourself truly smart, please explain the world why is gravity affecting large clumps of mass but not molecules and lower sized mass holding particles. Here’s the microphone! Speak!