Peter Pavel Eugen (悠侍豔)

That’s my full given name and that’s how I was raised to present myself, last name first and while I cannot deny the amount of confusion that has caused me in this life time. I cannot say that I’m unhappy or overly excited over this particular name; thanks, mom & dad! (“well-born” @source)

I’m also named in Kanji, the name given to me being 豔 “one who stands alone, on his own two feet” – almost like I was COMPLETELY INDEPENDENT most of my life (which I have been, coincidentally). There’s also 侍 “one who serves – or Samurai” in there somewhere, and 悠 “one who is overly calm – have been called EuZen before – but that is not what it means in my case. In my case it would be “one who plans thoroughly and takes his time to accomplish his goals””. Since I’m quite well versed in Japanese culture, I asked an acquaintance to name me, only to find out that he is coming from a long line of Japanese royalty – a veritable Yamaguchi samurai bloodline has chosen my name. I must add that he was quite impressed that I knew so much about the Japanese culture, thing which gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling on the inside! Honor has always been deeply rooted in my soul, however I would NEVER end someone following orders! I would ask the one who orders me to do it, or the one who orders him, or the one who orders him!!!

I’m…self-educated and complicated. And besides those intriguing facts, I’m also single by choice for more than a decade and I’ve only cheated ONE woman in my entire life – I really really wanted to go through this life being able to brag that I have NEVER cheated, however, I made the mistake of FORCING myself into a relationshit that was NOT working and kept hoping she would change and hoping she would understand what I told her that I need and after about nine months of zero intimate relationship and rejection, I simply had to fuckabitch #sorrynotsorry – (had ALL the sex – I literally have no fetish I haven’t done already – except for that mutual love thing that doesn’t exist except in books), never been married, never had children. I don’t owe anyone a single dime. Just to get the “important stuff” out of the way.

… and I adore this new playground. Perhaps because what I type here stands for what is, from my perspective anyway. From yours it may seem frivolous or maybe even surreal, however, believe you me when I say: “I don’t have any other! Even less reasons to lie here, for I would only lie to myself!”

Never have I ever considered myself important!!! My happiness and well-being mattered the least to me. I made the mistake of believing most of what I read when I was a child and it became part of me… “Love thy neighbor” type of stuff. I’ve seldom started fights and even rarer for my own well being, however, being driven by HONOR I wasn’t a pussy when simpletons tried to rob me or attack me out of the blue! You DO NOT want me around if you touch or hurt the people that I care about. As much good and evolution and beauty I want to deliver to this world, there’s an even greater demon lurking within me and although I’ve never tamed him, I always managed to keep him on a leash when it came to my own injustice and pain. Save that one time when I had to defend my own life versus five of them… They all ran scared shitless when I got up from the ground, almost blinded from being kicked in the head and made only one of them bleed. Yeah, I can take a REALLY good beating, like any man that IS a man, having the rank of a sergeant in any military, in any country!

I’ve lived and worked in Prague for almost seventeen years in the IT field, system administrator and security operations expert mostly, learning everything I could, getting internationally recognized papers and certifications, even if that wasn’t what I consider “important”. Had a chance to even change my citizenship several times, however I have a couple of graves that I personally laid in the ground of my ancestors that wouldn’t let me abandon my national identity – please do not confuse this with patriotism, I couldn’t give two shits about national pride! Nobody gets to choose where they’re born, what their skin color may be, or whether their sexual organs are on the inside or on the outside – what we DO get to choose is what we do with the cards dealt to us and that is the irrefutable foundation of my beliefs, for believe me when I say, I got dealt a really shitty hand!

Professionally I’m an IT expert (particularly *NIX operating systems), lately got my nose in networking, since I’ve met some beautiful people that saw my honor and potential and literally made me their partner. These days, I’m travelling Europe and the World, building entire racks of new Internet, because this is what the World wants and that’s what I liked to learn about. I have very little “generic” education, thing which bothered me for a very long time, however, can any of you tell me how many PhD’s did Michelangelo have?! Or Da Vinci?! No?! And yet LOOK what came out of their hands! I wouldn’t dare compare myself with these magnificent people, however I do not agree that DEFAULT, GENERIC education is a good thing! Self-education and commitment to what you like, the stubbornness to keep finding out new things about the things you want to know is the trick. If you rely on generic education, you’ll think you know EVERYTHING there is to know, without realizing that life is about CONTINUOUS learning and you will see those that kept evolving by themselves growing and be successful, with loads of income, whilst you will have a piece of paper to attest that you can use a title, but hungry and left wanting!

Currently I am the proud partner and representative for Europe of https://macarne.com – need good IP transit or IP transfer?! We’re you’re people! No bullshit, no -isms, zeroes and ones!!!